I always wonder what you’re doing, how you’re feeling, what I can do to make you happier, how I can be a better girlfriend than I was the day before. It sometimes gets to me that you’re a long ways away, and I hate it. I feel so alone sometimes, and I long for you to just appear and hold me. I have so many questions, but sometimes I fear your answer/reaction. I want to know everything you’re thinking, but at the same time, it frightens me. You are such a powerful influence on me. I have loved you with more of my heart than I have ever loved anyone before you with. You have stuck by me through thick and thin and, in soon to be one year’s time, I am grateful to have had you for as long as I have. I am lucky to have met you, and even luckier because you love and cherish me each day, greeting me in the morning when you wake and *kiss*ing me goodnight at bedtime. I could never ask for anyone greater than you. You are my shining star, my little drop of sunshine. I love you.
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